frustrated ♥

I'm feeling empty now..
I need abundance of food to make myself numb!
I want to shout loudly as I can..
What's wrong with me since yesterday?
I'm lacking something...
or maybe I lost it...
My heart is in gray right now...
I'm trying to tell myself that "don't be so down"
but I can't do it...
I really need something to cheer myself up..
How do I?
What do I need?
Even me myself can't understand..

Perhaps I'll be fine after one night sleep..