Chubby =/= Fat ♥

I'm hungry now! My dad is sleeping and my mum is doing her work.. The dinning table is totally empty.. How about my lunch? T.T

Seriously I hate weighing machine.. It is a nightmare of mine.. Whenever I step on the machine, I keep looking at the scale and I stun.. " OMG, how come the weight is increased again? " Then I start emo and swear to myself no more extra food and do more exercise.. This passion will keep for few weeks.. After that I will keep eating like nobody business.. Arghhhhh! This is me.. Zero determination! 

I got the gene from my mum.. The plumpy body size.. This is not I want.. I also want the body size like my sister -- slim and tall.. But I can't have it.. Even though I put effort the situation will be changed a little bit better only.. Why? Because I was born this way.. I blame no one because this is who I am.. Sometimes I'm worried that no people will care the chubby girl like me.. However, chubby is not a bad thing right? =]