Love or Hate? ♥

I have a love hate relationship with holiday.. I love holiday because I have time to rest and do whatever I want.. I hate holiday because I feel my life is bored! I admit that I suck in time management.. I don't know how to manage my time well.. Oh god! Teach me what to do.. I feel lifeless whenever I'm having holiday.. Besides helping my mum to do chores, I have nothing else to do.. Haix.. Friends in JB are getting lesser because everyone is studying in other places.. Hmmmm, I should do something meaningful to kill the boredom..

I realised that people are getting more realistic in this world.. What causes this? Realistic and materialistic life? Nowadays, people get closer with you means he/she wants to take advantage from you.. That's the real world, but what for? I don't appreciate any fake relationship or friendship.. If a person doesn't have any motive, he/she won't treat you in "extra good" way.. Sometimes, we do need friends in life.. But friends are not the toys or tools!